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~Shitty day for me~ Tuesday, Jan. 21, 2003 - 9:26 PM I've had a really fucked up day. I woke up this morning with serious anxiety. I had alot of indigestion hit me, it was so fucking bad that it felt like my esophagus was on fire. It hurt so bad that it had me in tears. Why? Because I am a fucking idiot, and I ate green peppers last night. Mix that with getting Reiki....well.....it fucked me up really bad. I eventually popped an ativan, went through 2 rolaids, and collapsed from exhaustion at Jays feet. I slept for a few hours there, and woke up still feeling a bit off. I guess I'm gonna be avoiding green peppers in the future. Unfortunately MS makes it so that you don't digest certain things like you used to. So with that being said......I'm gonna give up on raw green peppers. I think I definately learned my lesson. That being said.....I am still feeling like severe shit......I ate you see....for the first time all day......and the weight of it has my sides aching. So, like everything in me.....I'll be better in a few weeks. Thurs is Concrete Blonde....and I physically feel like garbage. I have no idea how the hell I am gonna last through the gig. Like everything else in my life......I shouldn't bother. Reason #134,852,256,532,686 of why I should off myself...........My relationship is basically over, and I have been miserable for weeks. IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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