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~The hunt is on.~ Tuesday, Aug. 04, 2015 - 2:26 AM Frustration. T has been getting really angry lately. I told him that hidden kids have to be involved. He got really mad at the suggestion. I backed off. Then last week I pushed him, I told him I can't live with the anger. Angry outbursts, yelling, verbal abuse. If I deserved it, I'd accept it. But, I haven't provoked them, I just say something normal, he takes it some weird way, and snaps. So, I pushed, he broke, then I started getting texts from...someone. The texts were deleted from his phone. But...not from mine. I showed them to him. One of the other kids was watching, and saw them. He (the kid) told me he saw 4 different authors of the texts. Ever since then, the whole family is on the hunt. Searching everywhere non stop. The searching has pushed the hidden ones deeper, and T is calmer, and almost back to his fun loving self. But.... We have to find them, and soon. They are some of the last. They will be some of the worst. The worst memories. The worst pain. The ones fucked up the worst. I just hope I can survive the hunt for them. I hope we all can survive it. IVY ~So be it...~ - Monday, May. 10, 2021 |
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