Ok, so I'm in a relationship now.

Feels the same as the friendship. lol

I dunno. We stuck a label to it just cause. You see, after being lovers for forever, and being inseperable as best friends for months....well, my mom is excited and Satan is all happy. So, I guess I made everyone happy?

Total Headfuck though. I have dated 4 girls in my life, all of which are multiple. What the fuck is with that?

And what does Trinity (main protector) say about it?

"Everytime Tricky has dated someone, somewhere in the shadows we can feel someone who is uneasy with it. That's not happening this time! *GRIN*"

Ok then.

I calmed her system down right off the bat. I taught her that she has the power to control her own life, and the kids will work with her too. But, there was alot of forced integrations. The worst of which being the first one.

Tricky had a predator in her you see. And Kris was staying here for a bit. Well, Jenny came out to pounce on me, talk my ear off, and color a bit. Tricky was on my bed, leaning up against the wall. I felt him before I saw him, and so did Jenny. She disappeared, and I tripped out. Then Tricky told me that she felt him in her, and knows it's Jenny drawing him out, and that he wants to hurt her.

This guy was a really fucked one, that we later found out was attacking Tricky's sister. Soooo not good.

Anyway.... I spoke to Jenny, she agreed to be bait. She drew him out, I grabbed him by the throat, and after about 5 min of him fighting me, he went in.

I never like an integration to get physical. The kids have been through enough that they don't deserve it. But sexual predators can go after kids inside, and out. That is one thing not allowed in my house. This is a safe house. When a multiple walks in here they tend to melt into furniture, and pretty much fall asleep. lol

Jenny said it best.

"You have a big neon sign on your forehead that says 'trustable'!" lol

Well, I can say that I have infact been mom to thousands of kids. lol

I am gonna always miss Jenny and Stevie though. They were the last 2, and right after Kris took off to Montreal she says they integrated....thus causing Trickys system to get over protective of me. Stupid emotions making me bawl like a baby over losing my kids. I know it's like, but I always get attached, and always fall apart when they go.

So yeah. Onto other things.

Saw an ooooolllllddddd friend of mine last night. Did the Kareoke thing, got myself hit on by drunk men. lol

She's the same as she always was. Just more fucked up. She works as an escort right now. I sat in her car last night, and she goes "This car was bought with penis money! LMAO"

Good then?

She has made me think about it though. I mean I've been raped enough in my time that sex is nothing, and laying there letting some nasty fuck do his business on me...well what makes me consider doing that?

She makes $6000-7000/month

Penis = Profit.

We'll see where my head goes with this one. lol

Tricky's up, and I'm starving, so I'm done.

IVY

Quiet-Bitch!

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