This was written about me. It made me cry when I first read it.
"You See
you see i see you and i can see tomorrow and i can see next week you see i look into your eyes and i can see two things i can see the rest of my life laying in your arms, or laying with my arms wrapped tightly around all of you. Or i see my death my death will be painful it will turn me into the things i fear most. The first vision takes hold of me with a power only you could possess. I shake when i close my eyes and imagine you still here tomorrow. If i close then harder, i can still see you. you see you are becoming my life you are becoming the rest of me you are becoming everything ive been missing. You see you will be my today you will be my tomorrow you will be my next year and all that follows. but you see its up to me since when i see you in my arms i can see me laying face first in a pile of my own blood screaming in pain when your gone and you see that vision blurs the now blurs the tomorrow blurs all moments that come following i could love and i will love you but i fear you are it. you are the beginning of everything or the beginning of my end and if you are the beginning of my everything then it will be beautiful and perfect it will be worth everything the world will throw on us but if you are my end it will be my end dont you see your it your all that is your all that will ever be everything to this point has brought me here and im being tested im being tested to see if im strong enough to actually let go to let go and not run not hide, not fear not everything i always do. You see you are so powerful that you have already consumed me i do not wish you to spit me back out I wish to be enveloped within you and your world i fear the day things change you see i am already yours i see that i am already gone seeing it is hard to miss its obvious that im caught up between your world and mine and i want my world and your world to become one i wish to know nothing else other then you you see my love is set i may not love you yet but when i do, you will be the last you will form the rest of today the rest of tomorrow the rest of all the days that will ever follow see this is all that is there is no other way i am to late your to late we are to late its already done your my drug your my love your my fucking life and this is all i see, you see you are all i breathe now and i just wish that tomorrow will be like today with you in it knowing that you need me and i need you and we are all we could ever want from this imperfect chaotic world weve been put in you see i already love you it may not to grounded, and rooted yet but i love you i live you"
I needed to keep that. I needed the raw emotion. I needed to save the words written. Such beautiful words.
