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~Again alice??~ Sunday, Jan. 09, 2005 - 12:37 AM These next few days are gonna suck serious ass. My body is rejecting food again. *sigh* I sat down and had a proper dinner, rather enjoyed it too. Not 30 min later, I doubled over in pain, then went to the bathroom...and geez, wasn't that nice. I swear to fuck there had to be exlax in there somewhere, cause it was fast and violent. Now, I sit here, like I have been for the last little while, in a nice shock, wishing I had someone to talk to. What do I get instead? "Hey Ivy, I'm gonna jerk off, wanna join me? lol" Yeah. Nice. Like my mood wasn't down to begin with. Then I get this asshole trying to use me as porn. Fucking yay! I'm an hour late on injecting, I have to get my ass in gear, but I'm not sure what my abdomen is doing yet, and the thought of getting downstairs and having to run when I can't.....well, I just don't need that to deal with too. My fucking printer has no black ink. *GRRRRR* It says I am 70% full, but nothing be coming out. So I have to pull out my shot, flick on the comp downstairs, and type up the order info on there so I can print it off, and shove it in an envelope. I really need to look into hooking that comp up to the net. I need to get an adsl modem, and do it that way, as the dialup on it is missing a key ingredient, and it won't work. *sigh* Well, I'm gonna go type this shit up, and get the envelope ready.That way I don't have to worry about it until the end of the month. Geez, I fucking love being in shock. I might as well chop a nipple off or something, to make it worse. Aww fuck it. I'll just eat so that I go in deeper as it comes flying out. Gotta love my body. I am guestimating another 10lbs will be coming off with this one. Yay me! I'm miserable, so I am gonna go sulk. I miss my byrd. *sniff* IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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