So, things in my mind are spinning out of control.

My lonliness, and missing Jay is killing me. I want to cut, I want to bleed. I want to get a grip on reality, or atleast a shock into some form of secure mental state.

So, I am seriously considering piercing my nipples. Everyone has been telling me that piercing your septum is worse. They all tripped out that I lived through it being done twice. I dunno, I just did. Afterwards I felt like I had been fucked into a coma. Now since a nipple is supposed to hurt less than a septum, then doing them will be fuck all to me.

So, I am thinking I might just call up the shop, and get my mom to zip me down there so I can get pierced again. I haven't quite decided yet though.

All I know is that I am falling apart without my girl, and need to do something that doesn't involve cutting, as that freaks her out.

*sigh*

I just want her home dammit.

IVY

Quiet-Bitch!

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