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~Falling~ Friday, Oct. 29, 2004 - 3:42 AM Ever feel like you are coming apart at the seams? Yep. That's me. *sigh* Put a kid in today. Jermaine was causing serious probs. I don't want to go into it. Needless to say, Jay isn't here, history repeated itself yet again, I am miserable, and I don't want this shit anymore. Poor Skit is caught in the crossfire, but I just can't take it anymore. It's all killing me. So, I don't believe a word she says, don't trust her at all, and am enjoying being alone right now. For dinner satan and I had a chicken kiev each, and salad. It was wonderful to eat healthy for a change. To go into the fridge and see it full of food. To spend $150 on groceries, and be so stocked up that you can barely close the freezer and cupboards. It's nice being able to afford my bills, and to have them almost caught up again because all my money isn't going on food. It's wonderful to have pickles, grapes, apples, and honeydew melon. Satan is happy, and I am starting to feel almost good from all the healthy food. Jay only eats crap. Therefore when she is here, I eat crap and feel like shit. Ya, there are more pluses than negatives. Pretty bad huh? *sigh* Now you know why I am so fucking headfucked. yay. IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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