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~Silence~ Sunday, May. 09, 2004 - 3:13 AM I'm finding it nearly impossible to talk to anyone now. I rarely fire up my messengers, don't go near chatrooms, and if I do, I am in them for all of 1 min, then I just shut it down. I am so fucking antisocial right now, that I have emails I should answer....but I just don't. I sit, and I stare at my inbox, then shut it down. I just don't feel upto talking at all. I sit alone in my apartment all day and night, the only human contact I have is my son, and he loves having my attention. I guess I only really talk to him now. He is after all my little shithead, and still fucking rocks. So, I just hang out with him for a bit when he gets home from school, then I wander off to my room, and he plays his games on his N64. I've thought about having ppl over to my place for a little visit. But....there is no one to come, and as soon as they got here I would want them to leave. *sigh* I lead a very lonely life. All because I don't party. Nice isn't it? Fuck it! IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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