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~Insomnia~ Tuesday, May. 04, 2004 - 4:49 AM I don't sleep at all anymore. I try, but I just lay there. I just can't sleep at all. On average I get maybe 3-4 hours a day. Usually consisting of a nap during the day. But at night, I am awake, feeling ill from being so tired, but unable to relax. I miss her. I never relax when she isn't here. I never sleep when she isn't here. She shows up, and all I do is sleep, but when she is gone. I have to force myself to sleep. I could easily stay awake for days, But that will make me ill, and cause an MS flare up. Like I really need that shit right now. *sigh* What now? More waiting I guess. I'm just miserable, and hate it. Why can't she just get on a plane already? I just don't understand. IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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