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~I quit...thats all~ Thursday, Oct. 23, 2003 - 11:00 PM So lets sum everything up here. 1) I have a supposed gf who lies to me continually, gets my hopes up, and then slams me down like I am trash. 2) I have a mother who has written me off because I stuck up for my brother when she was screaming and swearing at me as if I was him. 3)I am supposed to be going to a wedding, but have heard nothing from my mom, so most likely she won't show up, and I won't be able to go. The wedding is being filmed by a reality tv show, and I don't want to advertise my son to pedophiles across the country. 4) My dad is his usual distant self, so I have nothing there. 5) I need a new shrink, and yhe secretary at my dr's office told me to stay with this one because everyone else loves him. Ya....and I'm everyone else. I don't want to be drugged out of my skull thanks. I need someone who will talk to me. So I have no one there. 6) Geoff called tonight because he wants to hang tomorrow night. Of course, this is after I have been basically ignored for a month. I guess the bitch he is fucking now is busy. 7) I go nowhere, I do nothing, my legs are gone really bad right now. I spent all my money on Jay, and left myself screwed. Why? Because I'm a fucking idiot, and actually believed her again. Will I ever learn? I think I'll find a way to go to the wedding reception tomorrow night. I think I'll get me a bit drunk for the first time in almost 9 years. I think I deserve it. IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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