You wanna know real pain?

I just found out my heroin addict gf has been fully dependant on chronic since last weekend.

Dependant to the point of, she personally has smoked 9 ounces of it since like friday or saturday. A couple days ago she fucking did 3 ounces in one day.

She was kind enough to call me up completely fried to tell me.

I feel sick.

I feel betrayed.

I feel oddly raped.

I can't stop crying.

She promised me after shooting the coke she would never do drugs again. Tonight she told me she was smoking coke with it. "I didn't really like it though"

Fuck whatever.

I don't want her touching me.

Looking at me.

Or coming anywhere near me.

I don't want to be touched.

I feel dirty, and disgusting.

I was calm and cool on the phone. But now I don't have to be calm. Now I can't deal.

I'm gonna make her remember this forever.

Tonight I fucking cut.

You can see my pain in the scars forever now Jay.

Fuck you, and your drugs.

Fuck you for putting them before me.

Just fuck you.

My fucking blood is on your fucking hands now bitch!!!

FUCK YOU!!!

IVY

Quiet-Bitch!

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