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~Moving along~ Thursday, Jun. 19, 2003 - 2:25 PM So Jay told me Connor showed up at her place begging her to talk to me. It seems he wants his balls, and wasn't expecting me to remind him of something that happened over 3 years ago. He whined and complained, and she head butted him. Thats funny as fuck. I wonder what tomorrow will bring? Fuck! My head really fucking hurts. I basically have eaten fuck all in the last 4 days. My head is just screaming from it. But nothing sits well in my system when I do eat, so it stops me from doing it. It's a vicious circle it is. I know I'm just fucked from it. I have decided to see my Dr. and get a referral to another shrink. This mommas boy I have is doing nothing but trying to force drugs in me. I bring up something major, and he ignores it. He asks questions about the mediocre shit. I know why I am fucking depressed. It isn't a mystery. I want to know how to move past the shit. But I am getting no help, and it has been months. This is bullshit. Jay is gone right? Everyone has seen me fall apart repeatedly, self harm, and freak out. I have an appt with my shrink on july 2. I will not have seen him at all in the entire month of june. The month I needed weekly visits. Ya, that helps. Time for a new shrink I think. Why me? IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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