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~Existing~ Tuesday, May. 27, 2003 - 6:40 AM I have been sitting by myself for weeks. Talking to no one in person, and just being alone. My choice? No. Empty promises brought me here. Why should I pretend to be happy when I am not? Even my fucking shrink has shrugged off what I have said. I don't exist in this world at all. Everything is exactly where it was a month ago, except I am utterly and completely alone. A month ago I got a hug. I still smell her. Still feel her in my arms. But thats it.....it has been over so fucking many times in the last month....is there really anything to salvage at all? Is everything nothing but memories? dreams? It doesn't even feel real anymore. I'm not living. I'm existing. IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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