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Life sucks! 2001-10-08 - 7:32 p.m. Well, Jay has been back for about 4 days now. Part of me relaxes and is finally content again, but at the same time I am sick as a dog. Who the fuck knows what all is wrong with me, lets just leave that down to everything. I can't wait to bleed. My rag always gets messed up by the MS. I have the odd month where I am fucked right over by it for like a week before it hits. Fuck pms, this is internal war! Needless to say, this month is one of those months. I can't eat, sleep, or even stand up straight without feeling nauseous. Yay! I'm praying for the end to come. I have J.C. running rampant in my room right now. She is going through Jays Ramones cd's. It's a good laugh and a half. Comparing the old shit to their last shit. It's like going from bubblegum to beef jerky.......total difference in the bands quality. I guess good things do improve with age. God! So I was forced at cordless point to call BP's so that my son and Jay could eat. Of course I can't eat until I bleed, so I get to smell goodies, but just cry at it all. Such as it is, it's my life, and I suck! As for alters.....well, I met Robin today, she was cool. Then as you know, I let J.C. out to run a muck. I have seen dog once, and thats about it. I have been too sick to care about anyone but myself, so everyone is getting neglected by me. I'll make it up once I sort all this shit out. Until then....I'm sorry you guys. Laterz IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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