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Riz 2001-06-09 - 10:28 a.m. Well, there isn't really much to say about the new one. She is a 25 yr old, big mean and controlling butch dyke by the name of Riz. The hates "smelly cock" and basically anything to do with men. Not to mention she seems to have a tit fetish. She's cool though. I met her right before I went to sleep last night, both of us were falling asleep. Sometimes thats one of the best times to meet an alter, they tend to be more subdued. Easier to talk to. She was untrusting of me at first, then I just started to joke around with her a bit. I loosened her up enough for her to tell me her name.......then she came onto me. You know.....most alters wait a day or two, she basically said hi to me, then came onto me. Definately a deiz. On a good note, all of the tylenol was not taken, only 5 of them were. Riz was just showing a friend how bad it hurt when a suicide attempt was done by someone you care about. Her friend thought it was all of the pills, but it was really only 5. She has a suicidal friend who has done many attempts in the past, she just wanted to kick her in the ass a bit. Let me again say, alters do live a separate alter life inside. They aren't just living jays, they have their own. Riz says that Jeremy was stupid. He thought he was the last one. She says that she is all there is left. That after her, there is no one else. I'm unsure if this is it, but we can always hope. It's not that I don't like the alters, I just hate when they turn on jay, and we wind up fighting, or jay winds up getting hurt. If an alter could just coexist with us, we wouldn't have a problem with keeping them around. Well, I'm off for ice cream..... Laterz IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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