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~A new diary~ Sunday, Nov. 10, 2002 - 6:37 PM I'm seriously starting to crack up. So I am going to be doing another diary. I'm locking the fucker up tight. I need a place to put all the memories that I have been told in the last 2 and a half years. I sit an ponder on them alot, and they are starting to eat away at me. Every second of abuse, every disgusting detail of it all.....it's vivid in my mind, and is destroying who I am inside. I am having a hard time even looking at the people around me, and I trust no one. I have developed trust issues that are worse than Jays, and she's the fucking MPD in this relationship. So, on the advice of Toots, and Jay....I am going to do a new diary. I will flood it with everything ever told to me. I just need to get it out, and there is no one to talk to about it. If anyone out there is interested in having access to it, just email me. I will run it past Jay, and let her okay the people reading it. But I warn you...this shit is disturbing as hell. Not to mention shocking, sick, and downright fucking unbelievable. So if you are an MPD, you will understand it, but will also most likely trigger off of it. So if you do gain access, then there is that threat of triggering. Thats about it for now. I am gonna go set it up. I have alot on my mind that I need to unload ASAP. Laterz IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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