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~Hiding~ Sunday, Apr. 01, 2007 - 10:34 AM I wish I never answered the text. I wish I never answered the phone. I didn't want to know. Still don't. I was cold. I was happy. Now I feel like I'm being ripped apart. Stupid feelings. In about 3 days I won't care again. But, it's just a frustration to me really. I want to help but can't. Now I can imagine the shit being said about me. I shall just sit in silence now, and see what stories get made up. I spoke to one person. That was it. And that's all it will be. I never should have answered. I don't want to hear tears. I don't want to know the shit going on. It's over. Leave it that way. Let's see how many friends I lose even though I shall stay silent. This should be interesting. I guess it's a good thing I didn't go to the bar last night like I was planning. That would have been a disaster. I'm forcing myself to let go. To move on. To go cold again. I should have shut my phone off, and just did the chick that was in my bedroom when she called. Oh well. Next weekend maybe. What a bunch of bullshit. I quit! IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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