Well, I feel like shit, so I'm gonna go make myself feel better.

I've decided that this afternoon I am gonna get me a tattoo. I can't afford anything big, so I'm gonna go get something small...but in a really painful spot.

I think I might start on my exploited area again. Or, I might just say to hell with it, and get something completely new and spontanious. I really want to get the broken heart that is held together by barbed wire, but I promised to get that done with someone, and well...yeah.

I dunno. I'll figure out what I want when I get there.

I had an idea....a new idea. But, I dunno.

We'll see what happens.

Now I wait for a call from Conrad. He seems to have a cancellation, so he might have 2 hours for me.

It's time for new ink. It really is. I'm tired of being upset and depressed. I'm tired of missing someone who I can't be with. I'm tired of the paranoia and bullshit. So, I'm gonna get some therapy. Rather than going on pills like I've been craving...I'm just gonna Get new painful ink, then pick up later. I already feel better having made the call for it.

This will give me the release so I can just relax and be patient. Rather than acting like some lowlife lost puppy.

This time I'm gonna get something dark tattooed on me. Something evil if you will. Something that shows who I really am inside.

I'll talk to the man, and see what he says. I'm crossing my fingers on this one.

But...it shall be done. ASAP

Yay!

IVY

Quiet-Bitch!

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