Have you ever just wanted to scream, freak out, hurt someone, or yourself.....hit things, break thing, just lose all fucking sanity?

I am craving.

understanding
drugs
cigs
escape
sex
pain
blood
death

Basically I am just losing it right now. I hate my life. I hate my pain. I hate the assholes in my life who claimed they love me at some point.

I miss being understood. Wanted. Needed.

I especially miss the feeling of being loved.

I miss being able to get lost in someone.

No

I miss getting lost in her.

I hate this. The pain just won't go away.

Can I just go to bed and never wake up?

Can this pain stop?

Can I just be free?

I just want to get out of my hell.

IVY

Quiet-Bitch!

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