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~Too much~ Wednesday, Sept. 21, 2005 - 10:34 PM Had me a mental breakdown yesterday. I cried, and cried, and cried. Everything came to a head. My life, my ex, my health, my looks, my everything. I just fell apart and couldn't stop. I seem fine today, but I think it's all just emotional numbness. I hate this shit. Well, I have been doing alot of thinking lately, and I am very confused by everything. In my falling apart last night, I opened up to someone, and grew a little closer to them. I don't know if that is good or not. It kinda bothers me. But, I just don't know. Maybe I am looking through jaded eyes? Maybe I just keep them too far off? I'm just working on trying to figure out my head right now. I'll worry about emotions later. I just wish I knew what was going on.... IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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