I have such an insane fetish. OMFG!

I've had a closet fetish for the polygendered for ages. Ummm...geez. I wonder why Jay saying she was male, then a post-op FTM, then a female with a surgery date really didn't upset me. And I really wonder why I was so quick to buy her a strapon, and roleplay. *ahem*

Oh yeah...I realllllyyyy hated every minute of it.
*looks all innocent like*

I like ppl with oddities and deformities. I don't know why, and a person who slips genders and play with both, well.....from a closet bisexual...shhh....between you and I? I see it as the best of both worlds. I like the male mentality, and bravado. I get off on the thought of a girl taking T...I don't know why...I just do.

Why pick one gender? Why not both? Cocks are attachable, and removable. What do you prefer to be today? Male, female, fucking homemade hermaphrodite...I'll still eat you if you are yummy enough to me! And I get off on the mind more it seems. So, I'll fuck their mind, rape their bodies, then kiss their emotions better.

I know too many ppl who seem to think I am a lil "sick" with my tastes because dumb things attract me. What gained my interest in Nos in the first place? He might lose his eye. Thats it. The thought of a missing eye turned me on. This guy in BA:1 was upset because his buddy is in a coma, and when he wakes he will find that he is now a parapalegic. What does amber say? "is he cute?".

No tact at all there, but the guy understands, he is just like me in many ways. But ya, was watching a documentary on Drag Kings tonight, and HOLY FUCK! I haven't been that turned on by a show since I was 12 and saw porn for the first time. (ewwww I feel weird...why???) I don't know what it was, but something set me off hardcore.

I've always had a soft spot for drag kings...just never voice it. They are a rare breed in edmonton, if not I am sure I would have made my rounds by now. lol.....well....if Jay wasn't in my life. DAYUM! They are some mighty mighty fine ppls I say!

Naw, can't have one of both, but sure as fuck like both in one I tell ya. I think I am gonna have to start sweet talking Jay at spome point here. I need to see if I can drag out some of her gender issues to get her all hardcore on me. Fuck would that be nice.

hmmmm I would love to be thrown naked into a room filled with hungry FTM's. mmm mmm mmmmmm Fucking nice thought!

So yeah...shhhhh...this is a secret between you and I. Long term fetish that is never spoken of. Infact...oddly enough...I don't think I ever told Jay. hmmm...nope I think I just ignored it.

Mmmm Jay with the strapon poking out through her jeans, fucking me from behind. *swoon*

We have GOT TO do that again.

Damn...I have been masturbating too fucking much lately. I'm gonna burn out my clit. See what happens when I get trapped inside my head with Jay? Bloody mind fucks me I say. I think I have a huge fucking crave starting here. It's only gonna get worse.

Damn.....I wish I had the old pix Jay had sent me in '00. I miss looking at them. She was a passable guy by far, and damn but wasn't she fucking yummy as all hell. Ripped jeans, cons, ramones shirt, and leather jacket. Good goddess!!!!!!
She was such a badass back then too. She was wild, abrasive, and crazy. Age slows a person down, mpd does too. It wears a person down. I know she craves being normal again, she has said it to me many times. But, in time things will change to her liking. We are close to the end, I just wish she was here so that things weren't being put on hold. I want my asshole back. grrrrrr!

Well, what else can I say? I think I am too tired to comprehend reality right now. Off I go to play with myself, and drift off dreaming about my girl in 2000/01 *sigh* Goddess I love her.

I'm out!

IVY

Quiet-Bitch!

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