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~A theory~ Wednesday, Dec. 08, 2004 - 6:32 AM I have a theory. The moment you go insane ppl want you. Okay, so sunday I went mental. I am not ok since. Infact I am well fucked in the head. But... Since then, a Dom has invited me out to donner with a group, and offered to giv me a personal demonstration of what his items can do. I had a guy approach me that is in Vegas. He offered me ink, piercings, a free stay in Vegas, and even commented on possibly coming up here to "play" with me. I had a nice chat with a certain someone who brightened my day, but also sparked the evil side of my mind. Then there is an old buddy of mine from BA:1 who I spoke with on the phone for damn near 4 hours tonight. He wants to fly up here to see me, and get a lil whipping in on the side. I had another friend from BA:1 tell me that she has had a crush on me for months, and wishes I was closer to her. hmmmmmmm.....am I missing any? Regardless....they seem to be coming out of the woodwork right now. for a couple of them, if I said "yes" they would book a flight tomorrow to come here. All these choices, and the only choice I want isn't in there at all. Maybe it's just that they covet what they can't have. I mean, flirting is fun. Even discussing scenarios of what you would do is fun. But in the end of it...and after alot of thought about this....the person I want is Jay. More than anything she is all I want, and need. Goddess? Please help me, I just want her home. IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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