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~Say what?~ Sunday, Jun. 06, 2004 - 5:58 AM So, yet another birthday come and gone. Yet another year with her in England. Yet another year where no one but me remembers, or cares. *sigh* Birthdays in my family are important. My grandmother is in her 80's, and still we make a big deal out of hers. It just isn't right that Jay has to be there alone with no contact with me on the day she turned 23. On a happy note, for the next 5 and a half months I am only 5 years older than her. *wink* I have been whining about Jay so much that several ppl in the uk have offered to call her, or go round her place to check on her for me. My incessant lack of trust has me saying no. I don't personally know these ppl, and as much as I would like to have her given a message from me, I don't trust anyone with her, especially anyone in the UK. Damn I miss my girl. I just wish we would never have to be separated ever. Maybe then I wouldn't be sleeping on Australia time. Who knows maybe one day. I need her. I love her. I want her. I miss her. And I need, love, miss, and want my kids. But on a happy note Z got herself a guy like me. That made my day seeing another multiple that was as happy as my girl. It gives me hope that the world isn't as bad as it looks to be after all. Way to go Z! IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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