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~Just shoot me!~ Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2004 - 11:38 PM So ya, went through 4 chapters of "Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban" last night. Bloody books just had to be good didn't they. Satan thinks it's hilarious. I got another book delivered today. I heard satan tell his friends that I ordered all the HP books, and the package might be another one. The little shit was rubbing it in. lol So ya, I went and ordered Charolette's web, and didn't realise it was a 2 book set with stuart little. Glad to see I pay attention. But thats ok, Satan and I are in our element completely. In 2 days I had 12 books show up. It's better than xmas man. He is all excited, and I'm all....NEED TO READ EVERYTHING BEFORE I DIE!!!!!!!! lol Today I recieved Michael Moore's "Stupid white men" a lovely book picking apart the bush administration. My dad is jealous, and whining that he hates to read, and wishes he didn't so he could read that book. I'm going to call up chapters and see if I can order it on tape. lol With that said, Jay is tripping over my new copy od "A hundred little hitlers". It's about the rise of Neo-Nazism in America. She has called first dibs on reading it....after Geoff did of course. But these 2 morons don't realize that it's my bloody book, and I want at it first dammit. The book will be added into the skinhead section, along with Jays skin books. Yes, this is all about the books. Why? You wanna hear something else? ok. The new kid in Jay that eats only dog food is a Hermaphrodite. Hows that? I thought it was cool. Good enough to amuse you? no? Ok.... How about this.........This is my buddy trying to be all big. The subject of Heroin came up....how cute. Now keep in mind Jay was addicted for 6 years, and went through detox in dec.99, and met me in jan.00. Her last relapse was march 4 2000. I still remember because I spoke to her online right after.....anyway..... Enjoy! ~~~~~~~~~~~~ nz_drunk_punk: lol i see my flatmate cook that shit up everyday nz_drunk_punk: it sucks coz im trying to kick it nz_drunk_punk: and he does that shit in my face ivy_tepes: What she doin? ivy_tepes: he I mean nz_drunk_punk: cooking up a taste ivy_tepes: of? nz_drunk_punk: gear ivy_tepes: proper name? nz_drunk_punk: heroin ivy_tepes: ahhh ivy_tepes: so you do it huh? nz_drunk_punk: brb ivy_tepes: ok nz_drunk_punk: did it, done it, ivy_tepes: how long? nz_drunk_punk: still tempted, but im tryign to use will power nz_drunk_punk: about 6 months the first time ivy_tepes: how often? nz_drunk_punk: long enough to completely fuck up everythign nz_drunk_punk: every day almost ivy_tepes: did you just wake up and stop? nz_drunk_punk: ive been getting my appetite back, i havent used needles for a few years nz_drunk_punk: na i had to move back to n.p nz_drunk_punk: all my "mates" abandoned me nz_drunk_punk: i went and gave the radio courses another try ivy_tepes: did you get sick? nz_drunk_punk: but meth fucked that up.... nz_drunk_punk: not sick, but i wasa hanging nz_drunk_punk: brb gotta pisss ivy_tepes: ok nz_drunk_punk: back ivy_tepes: Just out of curiosity....how were you doin heroin? nz_drunk_punk: needles... ivy_tepes: daily for like 6 months? nz_drunk_punk: making opium and mixing it with AA nz_drunk_punk: u mean like that? nz_drunk_punk: ya, nz_drunk_punk: amrs like pin cushion ivy_tepes: That makes no sense to me ivy_tepes: You see I live with a recovering heroin addict ivy_tepes: And she went through detox to get off the shit ivy_tepes: As you have to go through detox ivy_tepes: I know the physiology involved in it nz_drunk_punk: no coz after H i was hooked on meth ivy_tepes: I know the physical symptoms, and how the addiction affects you ivy_tepes: regardless, H doesn't just disappear ivy_tepes: The meth won't affect you coming off it ivy_tepes: Whe you are addicted, and you go cold, you can literally die ivy_tepes: It puts your body into severe shock ivy_tepes: I have seen her cravings. Seen the tracks appear before my eyes as she shakes and sweats ivy_tepes: And she has been clean for 4 years now nz_drunk_punk: she must have been using way more than me ivy_tepes: She is an addict ivy_tepes: She didn't play with it ivy_tepes: She was addicted nz_drunk_punk: i was just playing nz_drunk_punk: i was hanging nz_drunk_punk: but i didnt get real sick ivy_tepes: Were you cutting it then? ivy_tepes: You sure it was H? nz_drunk_punk: thats what i was told we were making ivy_tepes: Even a minor amount of H can cause an instant addiction ivy_tepes: You don't make H ivy_tepes: It is refined as H from the opium poppy ivy_tepes: Then shipped nz_drunk_punk: we were making opium and mixing it with this chemical shit that ya get form panelbeaters and shit nz_drunk_punk: AA or "double" ivy_tepes: What the hell were they doin then? ivy_tepes: what is that? nz_drunk_punk: its nasty shit nz_drunk_punk: id rather have plain opium these days nz_drunk_punk: its carcenagenic im told ivy_tepes: plain opium? nz_drunk_punk: ya need to neuteralise it with citric acid ivy_tepes: Thats heroin nz_drunk_punk: bleeding poppies? is that H? ivy_tepes: heroin is opium refined to it's purest form ivy_tepes: no ivy_tepes: not at all nz_drunk_punk: it gives ya the same buzz as morphine... ivy_tepes: Opium poppies are grown in asian countries, refined, and shipped world wide nz_drunk_punk: we rip em form font yards or grow em ourselves ivy_tepes: Trust me, that ain't heroin nz_drunk_punk: once we were in this dudes backyard and he came out yelling he was gonna kill us and shit ivy_tepes: Possibly an opium poppy, but mild buzz ivy_tepes: what was it cut with? nz_drunk_punk: AA ivy_tepes: I don't know what that is, as diff slang in diff countries nz_drunk_punk: yea nz_drunk_punk: but the base is still the same nz_drunk_punk: opium ivy_tepes: wtf is AA though? is it liquid? pill form? ivy_tepes: powder? nz_drunk_punk: liquid nz_drunk_punk: smells fuckin horrible ivy_tepes: you get it from a dealer? ivy_tepes: Did it alter your reality? Make you hallucinate? nz_drunk_punk: na it just intensfied the buzz nz_drunk_punk: my mate worked at a panel beater and could score it on the sly ivy_tepes: whats it used for other than drugs? nz_drunk_punk: cant remember ivy_tepes: ever do the poppy without that shit? nz_drunk_punk: yea i liked that much more nz_drunk_punk: less itching nz_drunk_punk: i still itched like a motherfucker ivy_tepes: itching? nz_drunk_punk: but it was less without the dubble ivy_tepes: ok hold up nz_drunk_punk: scratching and shit ivy_tepes: Who the fuck was the brainiac that taught you this shit? nz_drunk_punk: the boyfrined of this chick i was on a course with in wellington ivy_tepes: That isn't real drugs man. Thats not anything. Thats some dick feeding you fucking chemicals and plants. ivy_tepes: The cunt needs a baseball bat to the skull ivy_tepes: That chemical shit can kill you ivy_tepes: Jay has literally done everything ivy_tepes: Hell, last summer she was slipped pcp and freaked out and tried to stab herself to death with a plastic fork ivy_tepes: I know ppl who mainline coke nz_drunk_punk: never seen pcp round these parts nz_drunk_punk: coke is so rare youd be a fool not to take it when its offered ivy_tepes: Well, I tell ya man. That shit ain't nothing but some cunt who felt like inventing something to get him high ivy_tepes: I am surrounded by crack addicts, meth heads, and fucking coke feinds just in my neighborgood nz_drunk_punk: most cunts here add AA to their opium or morphine or capanol or whatever the fuck they are using at the time ivy_tepes: When you get a chance, take a pic of one of those poppies for me ivy_tepes: My grandfather used to grow opium poppies in his back yard ivy_tepes: He liked poppies, and got a seed mix of assorted, and it had opium in it. That was before they regulated it nz_drunk_punk: not until nov/dec thats when the poppy season is here ivy_tepes: ok ~~~~~~~~~~ How cute. See how I called him on it? See how he back pedaled? What you don't see, is that all of that had huge pauses after I spoke about what I knew about heroin. You see, she may be clean, but it's always a shadow lurking. See a recovering junkie get a craving and go mental in your arms, then try to tell me that you know what the fuck it is, and that you did it for 6 months on a daily basis with no physical addiction starting. I personally think this hardcore meth use is bullshit too. Considering you need heavy rehab for that shit too. You don't just stop. I think he might have tried it once, or just was somewhere that someone was doing it, and was too scared to do it, but talks shit about it. There....isn't that better now? No more just plain boring book shit. IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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