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~Welcome to psycholand!~ Tuesday, Dec. 17, 2002 - 3:01 AM I have never been this unstable in my life. I am going through some wicked shit right now. My body is adjusting to Prozac, so I am more mental than usual. Anything will set me off. I nearly destroyed the place this afternoon, and went off like a psychopath after I got an email from my dad. I am so fucking unstable. The fucked part of it all.....Jay spoke to my shrink again, and he told her that if anything major happened to me right now, I would freak out on a suicidal rampage. hmmmmm....great! I mean....what the fuck????? So here I am....fucked up on drugs....and loving the fact I am crazy. I took my shrink wanting to see me weekly as a compliment. It's great. Apparently I am not full of shit. My fucked up thoughts are real. It's all good. Of course...being unstable I nearly jumped a woman at my sons xmas concert tonight. That wasn't good. It was because she was talking while his class was singing, and I asked her to be quiet. She snapped at me with tons of attitude, and it took everything I have in me to prevent me from killing her. I literally wanted her dead. Damn these drugs are fun! IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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