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alone 2001-08-26 - 2:36 p.m. Have you ever stood in the centre of a crowded room, and screamed at the top of your lungs? Screaming so loud that your throat bleeds? Yet no one even notices? They never do, they push it all on her, saying "thats ok, she takes care of her" but all they have done is push her away, because no, she doesn't take care of her. She just sists back and assumes like the rest, that everything is ok. She piles her problems on the other, thinking that other is ok, and buries her even deeper in it all. Until finally she can't breathe. Then when the other tries to breathe, and cries for help, she gets yelled at for being selfish. She's not allowed to be weak. She has to be strong, and it is slowly killing her. Now she has been buried in it all so deep that she doesn't want to try breathing anymore. She just wants to sink under the waves. But even that is selfish to them all. When is it her turn? IVY ~WTF?~ - Saturday, Mar. 25, 2017 |
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